“Rice cake?” An ahjumma shouted at her.

She looked back. Thinking about the lunch that she skipped because of too many papers to be done.

“One please,” she decided to buy then. Her stomach kept growling since she went out from her dorm.

While waiting, the phone was on her hand. Checking any emails or something. Uhm, waiting for an email, exactly.

Nothing.

No email.

She sighed. It’s been three years since she decided to wait for any replies.

Crazy?

Yes.

-But, have you ever heard about, that love is crazy?-

She smirked after that thought came out.

Love? Such a weird thing ever happened on her.

“3000 won, Ma’am” ahjumma said and gave a bowl to her.

She smiled as she gave the money.

“Kansahamnida,” after bowing, she turned back her body.

Maybe, too many things on her hands. The phone, the papers, and a bowl of toppoki. Then, suddenly…

“Sorry….”

A bowl of toppoki she just had, now falling down on the street.

“Aiiiish! Why don’t you use your eyes while walking..”

“Sorry.. What??”

She was surprised, not too many people here can speak in english.

“No. Nothing,” she kept taking the rice cake, and putting it to the bowl.

“Awahita..?”

That word even shocked her.

No one calling her like that, here. And too many people here can’t spell her name well.

She stood up and looked at that guy in front of her.

“Awahita?? You are Awahita??” A tall guy with dark gray coat and black shawl smiling there.

She kept looking at that guy.

-Him?

Again?

I should be happy, right?

That guy stood in front of me now.

That smile painted again.

I can see that again.

And..

He called me that again.

Awahita..

Am I dreaming.. Or this guy in front of me seriously him?

Taraka…

Ascarya Taraka Mulya..-

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Uhm..
Maybe..
You’re fine now.
Your job is going well.
You already eat your dinner.
Your family call you every night.
You’re not that lonely.
You have a lot of friends to hang out.
There’s someone who calls you every morning.
You can prepare your clothes by yourself.
That girl helps you with your collar.
And put that tie.
Making you a lunch.
And remind you to take care.

You’re fine.

It is just me..

Here.

Stay still..

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Dear, Taraka,

처음이었죠

난 처음이었죠 이런 기분

다 뺏겨버렸죠 온통마음을

난 어쩌죠 난 어쩜 좋아요

난 얼음이 되죠 앞에 서면

다 망쳐버리죠 못난 말만

날 어쩌면 바보라고 생각했을지도 몰라

왜 이렇게 날 만든거죠

내게 돌려줘요 그대가 몰래 훔쳐간 내 마음

허락도 없이 예고도 없이 들어와

왜 흔들어놔 나만 애타고 울리게 해

매일 기도해요 그대가 나를 돌아볼 그 날

한 여자로 바라볼 순 없나요 이미 늦어 버린걸요

처음이었죠 사랑을 알게 된걸요

날 감출 수 없죠 이런 표정

다 들켜버렸죠 몽땅 나를

난 어쩌죠 난 어쩜 좋아요

다 하얗게 되죠 그댈 보면

도망쳐버리죠 아이처럼

날 어쩜 별나고 참 이상하다고 생각했을지도 몰라

왜 이렇게 나 변한거죠

내게 돌려줘요 그대가 몰래 훔쳐간 내 마음

허락도 없이 예고도 없이 들어와 왜 흔들어놔

애타고 울리게 해

매일 기도해요 그대가 나를 돌아볼 그 날

한 여자로 바라볼 순 없나요 이미 늦어 버린걸요

처음이었죠 사랑을 알게 된걸요

이 사랑은 감기처럼 앓으면 낫는건가요

또 다시 아프면 어떡하죠

제발 가져가요 그대가 눈을 뜨게 한 사랑

눈치도 없이 소리 없이 다가와 왜 흔들어놔

나만 원하고 아프게 해

매일 기도해요 그대가 나를 알아줄 그 날

한번쯤은 이뤄질 순 없나요

많이 기대려온걸요

처음이었죠 사랑을 알게 된걸요

—-Kanaka Awahita—

P.S: did I tell you that I’m still writing? You can see my fan fiction here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/184617/love-dust-arrangedmarriage-bigbang-siwon-top-you

“you have to close your eyes to dream, right? that’s why you don’t have to see what other people think about your dream, when you’re dreaming”

i feel like, oh gosh, so true!

as the time goes by, i realized something:

life is so funny, world’s is so funny, and people around you is the funniest ever.

have you ever feel that people always pays more atttention, i mean TOO MUCH attention for what you did, what you think, what you like, what you love, what you plan, and everything.

have you ever feel like, those people are too much. i mean, seriously too much?

sometimes, i do feel that i need some advices, or something uhm another brain for my blinded eyes, but in the other times, i feel like, oh gosh, i don’t need it.

i feel about it lately. that too much people around me keep monitoring on me, commenting on me, and all the comments, uhm.. can i say it just too much?

i have one dream since i was a little: to be a writer. i dream it since i was in the pre-school. i love to write, and the best expression of mine can you find from my words i wrote.

one thing i did for making my dream come true is with this thing: blogging. by blogging i can write everything, do exercise, and makes my writings better.

do you think when you do something to make your dream come true could be easy? no! what they think about me? they say: ‘what will you get by that? do you think you will get money from that?’

‘do you think you will get money from that-blogging’ is the most precious question people ever asked to me.

i just smirked to answer.

do you think i’m wanting some money when i did something i like? or do you think you will get money when you try to get what you want?

of course not!

the way you get your dream is never easy.

and you imagining about getting money?

all i can say just: GET A LIFE. seriously get a life, dude!

yeah, as the times goes by i learn that, your dream is your dream, no one can see it clearly as you see.

i can see to be a writer is a perfect life in the future. i can see that k-pop world is better that galau-ness world. i can see that Seoul is the best place i’ve visited, ever.

do you think people would see the same as i see?

of course not.

but do you think i will see the same as you see to your own dream, to your happiness zone, to your comfort zone? do you think i will see it good, as good as you think?

maybe not.

but one think for sure, i understand that.

i understand that people has their own dream. and no one could see it best as we see it ourselves.

that’s why, i (try) to not judging on you, am i right?

i have one friend who told me something like this:

“keep yourself dreaming. keep on daydreaming. keep making the plan to make it come true. keep climbing. keep falling. and keep trying to back on the track. the more you dreaming, the more that feeling for making it happen. so, at the end, keep dreaming again. keep making yourself busy on dreaming. just live on your dream, then you’re too busy to know other’s dream. it’s worthless to know about their dreams. because, you will never understand it, you’ll never understand their dream, and they would never understand yours too”

after i heard that, and i got that first quote i wrote in this post i realized something.

when you want to get what you dream, just keep yourself focus on it. you have to close your eyes to dream right? thats why, you just use your own eyes to see it clearly. that’s why no one will understand it, because you don’t need their eyes to dream.

so, just keep dreaming. keep doing what you think will make your way closer to it. keep doing what you like and love. if they don’t like it?

HAHA.

have you ever ask them to like it?

no?

that’s right!

they don’t have to like the way you love it, that’s why you don’t have to like the way they love that.

get it?

no?

haha, a simpler one: get a life!

annyeong!

Time heals?

I’m not brave one to say that.

Time is still moving, I can’t say it heals or not.

Once, I check my blog-tumblr, the place where I put all the thing I can’t say, even on my other blog-wordpress. And I was surprised to see, the last time I felt that too bad-galau, was on uhm November last year. Seriously, last year.

Is my condition good enough now?

I can’t say yes now.

But, to see my own self was smiling-not galauing at this April, seriously makes me feel, uhm.. proud of myself.

Thanks God…

If time seriously heals..

Let’s take a break for yourself when you feel hurt or something. Just let the time moves and I think, it could be heal.

this morning, i have to wake up, like at 4 am at the morning. i just have like a half hour to prepare my clothes, my make up, and everything. at 4.30 am i already went out from home.

that was very rare to happen in my life.

that’s the changes of my days lately.

i have to wake up in the morning. go to the train station, run to get any seats available, can’t get the seat, standing from the first station until the last station, use any of kind public transportation, meet the air pollution in the street, run from one public transportation to the other, forget to bring umbrella, and i have to get wet all over my body because of raining, get dizzy because of that, and everything.

my routine is changed lately.

the situation is different now.

i can’t stay awake all night just to watch my kokoreaan files, i can’t read my new books because of i don’t have much time, i can’t write the fan fiction i started because one thing i did after arrived at home just want to sleep, i started to drink vitamins, take a bath twice a day, and the thing i was surprised myself is… i started drinking milk, something that i hate the most since elementary school. even i dont remember the last time i drank milk. for seriously, i hated milk. the smell, the taste, i just hate it too bad. but after i heard other people-a lot of my closest friend said that, i have to start drinking milk, i do that now. i drink milk once a day, everynight.

it just too hard. something i hate the most, now becoming my routine, everynight.

but, i have to do that. for my own self right?

yeah, time flies.

the situation changes.

it’s all different now.

and people have to change to.

the thing that never changes is that changes itself.

it will be always changing everything.

ps. i’m enjoying it, by the way. i’m not complaining here. i just want to write that i’m so proud of myself for changing my routine now.

and oh, by the way! i just got back from Seoul, the city i was dreaming of-after Prague-of course. i will tell you soon the story, all the story at Seoul. just watch out my blog. i will catch you up soon. ^^

one thing for sure: God loves me this bad. He made my dream come true. but now, i’m not going to tell you about the dream. i’ll tell you later.

what i want to write now is that changes run after the times. times run. and the changes just follow behind. how changes happen so often. as quick as the times go by.

do you feel the same.. or is it just me?

the world around me, making me feel like that tonight. how time just flies too fast. that day i was so happy doing something, and changed to be, i hate to do that. that day i love a thing changed to be, i became so much in anger.

is it about a time?

or is it about the change?

the sky is changing. the cloud paints another beauty. the air feels different. the wind acts weirdly. the stars not in the place they had before. the rainbow tired to come again. the rain made a different melody. everything changes.

yeahs, the changes still the same. it changes everything.

changes never change…

Jadi, semua ini berawal dari rasa ingin sekali berlibur hemat, maka datanglah berita bahwa salah satu maskapai penerbangan hemat memiliki promo murah. Setelah berkelut sehari semalam dengan menghitung dan mengira-ngira, akhirnya ditetapkan akan berangkat pada tanggal 4 Maret dan pulang tanggal 8 Maret. Penerbangan kali ini direncanakan ke Singapura.

Sebenarnya, kalau ditanya mau atau tidak, pasti saya jawab tidak. Singapura sama sekali bukan tujuan berlibur saya. Di samping karena memang hanya memiliki ‘kota’ (you know what i mean) tidak ada lagi daya tarik yang bisa membuat saya ingin ke sana. Sebenarnya, daya tarik kekotaannya pun tidak cukup membuat saya tertarik sih.

Satu-satunya hal yang membuat saya jadi berbalik ingin menuju ke Singapura hanyalah karena iklan Transformer-wahana baru di Universal Studio Singapore, sering sekali muncul di layar TV.

Sebelum berangkat, kita memastikan kalau keberangkatan kita adalah dalam rangka backpacking, it means, harus rela jalan jauh dan gembel-gembelan di sana.

Dan tiba-tiba ada rencana mengejutkan, yaitu mampir di KL dulu seharian.

Jadi, inilah laporan trip saya kali ini:

Tanggal 4 Maret 2012

Kumpul jam 1 di Bandara Soekarno-Hatta, karena jalanan macet, alhasil saya sendiri sudah stand by dari jam setengah 12. Hal yang saya lakukan pertama adalah memesan bagasi untuk pulang, karena saya lupa memesan saat booking flight. Setelah ke counter Air Asia untuk pesan bagasi, saya segera ke waiting room dan menunggu ketiga teman saya.

Setelah semua lengkap, kita baru ngomongin masalah paket blackberry di Singapura-Malaysia. Sebelum berangkat memang saya sudah sempat cek customer service. Jadi, berikut info tentang paket blackberry, paket roaming, dan paket roaming blackberry *hanya berlaku untuk pelanggan telkomsel*

Jadi, sebelum keberangkatan, kalian harus mengaktivkan dulu roaming telkomsel nya. Bisa dicek di *266# lalu pilih aktivasi roaming. Setelah sudah aktif, berarti bisa dipakai nanti roamingnya.

Sebelum take off, jangan lupa untuk menonaktifkan option while roaming yang ada di blackberry, hal ini menghindari untuk tetap aktifnya paket blackberry sesaat anda sampai di sana tanpa mengaktifkan paket yang disediakan khusus untuk roaming. Nantinya, pulsa yang terpotong adalah pulsa normal yang bisa  5 kali lipat mahalnya. Setelah sampai di negara tujuan, tekan lagi *266# lalu pilih  paket data roaming, lalu pilih paket asia, lalu pilih paket unlimited, lalu pilih unlimited bb, setelah sudah ada notifikasi semua aktif, baru ke option network lagi untuk mengaktifkan while roamingnya.

Biaya untuk blackberry roaming adalah 55ribu per hari, dan 140ribu untuk 3 hari. Saran saya, jangan gunakan browser, karena ternyata saya dibohongi, browser menyedot pulsa saya sekitar 120ribuan selama di sana.

Oke, sekian info untuk paket blackberry.

Sesampai di Changi, kita bergegas menuju skytrain untuk bisa ke terminal 3. Dari terminal 3, kita naik MRT dan turun tepat di Bugis Stasion, di sini sempat bingung, tapi untungnya, ada yang namanya google. Akhirnya kita sampai di hostel yang kita tuju yaitu Cozy Corner Backpackers Hostel. Untuk kamar, kita pilih dorm 4 orang, dengan AC, kamar mandi luar, plus breakfast roti dan tea sepuasnya. Harga per orang adalah 20SGD. Lumayan sih, dibandingkan dengan cari hotel yang mahal-mahal.

Sebenarnya, kita berencana untuk ke KL dulu malam ini, tapi ternyata waktunya ga cukup, dan kita belum dapet tiket juga. Jadi rencana diubah menjadi bermalam dulu di Singapura. Setelah selesai bersih-bersih, kita langsung menuju Golden Mille Complex, katanya disinilah pusat tour travel ke Malaysia dan Thailand. Kita sampai tepat ketika tokonya hampir mau tutup. Setelah nego dengan pegawai di sana, akhirnya dapatlah tiket Singapore-KL-Singapore seharga 50SGD. Lumayanlah yah, daripada gagal ke KL??

Oh yah, sempat kaget dengan harga-harga di Singapore, semua serba mahal, bahkan air mineral pun bisa sepuluh ribuan rupiah di sini. Inilah alasan utama saya menyesal backpacking ke sini L. Tapi saya masih optimis karena besok akan pergi ke Universal! Yay!

Oh yah, hari pertama kita hanya beli nasi seharga 1SGD, karena teman saya ada yang membawa rendang sebagai lauk. Dan uhm, saya jajan ice lemon tea seharga 1,4SGD.

Oh yah, tamu-tamu di Cozy Corner super baik semua. Kita sempat ngobrol-ngobrol tentang negara masing-masing dan banyak lagi dengan bule Austria super ganteng!

That’s the best reason why i love hostel so much!

Hari Kedua, 5 Maret 2012

Bangun diawali dengan sarapan plus nongkrong-nongkrong sama bule-bule asik di kitchen, hari ini kita mengubah plan untuk bertolak ke Universal Studio. Thanks God, mas Evan, orang Indo yang saya titipin tiket USS menyanggupi untuk memberikan tiket hari ini.

Jadi dari hostel saya bertolak ke MRT menuju ke Harbour Front. Dari sana kita ke Vivo City dan ketemuan di Coffee Bean sama si mas Evan. Setelah transaksi selesai, kita sempat mengurungkan niat untuk ke USS karena hujan deras. Tapi setelah bersabar, ternata hujan reda juga.

By the way, tiket USS saya dapat untuk weekday seharga 60SGD, karena hujan saya juga harus beli raincoat bening lucu gitu seharga 2SGD, sampai di USS kita langsung ke pennyewaan loker dan menyewa loker besar selama seharian seharga 20SGD.

Setelah puas foto-foto depan bola besar Universal, kita masuk dan melihat jadwal yang dikasih waktu di pintu masuk. Saran dari saya, datang dari pagi biar ga ada parade ketinggalan. Karena saya datang kesiangan, jadi cukup banyak yang saya lewatkan.

Wahana pertama adalah Cylon, dan saya diseret-seret untuk ikut naik. For God Sake, that was my first time riding roller coaster, and it was so damn much crazy i think! Tapi, puas sih akhirnya saya naik juga

The best one is…… TRANSFORMER!!!

Yay! That the best one.

Untuk di USS, emang semua serba mahal, makan aja paling murah 11anSGD, dan untuk souvernir juga harga nya segituan lah.

Cuma, after all, saya puas lah untuk USS ini.

Setelah dari USS, jangan lupa lanjut ke Song of The Sea, tiketnya 10SGD, dan ke sana bisa lewat akses skytrain seharga 3SGD yang udah dibeli dari tadi di Vivo City, tiket iut berlaku seharian selama di Sentosa Island. Beneran jangan ngelewatin Song of The Sea deh. Itu adalah hiburan menyenangkan di Sentosa!

Setelah selesai, kita.. uhm.. numpang mandi di Sentosa Island. Backpacking, boy! Kita harus segera balik lagi ke Golden Mille Complex untuk berangkat ke KL. Kita sengaja pilih bis paling malam, untuk menghemat yang namanya biaya menginap. Jadi, kita nginap nya di bis

Sebelum bis berangkat kita sempatkan dulu makan di Golden Mille Food Market. Makanan di sini lumayan lengkap deh, cuman memang lebih mahal dari yang di Bugis Street. Rata-rata seharga 4anSGD deh. Sedangkan di Bugis Street 3anSGD aja udah dapet pork rice.

Setelah makan, kita berangkat ke KL. Sempat beberapa kali dibangunin untuk cek imigrasi. But, we’re too excited to go to the next country!

 Hari ketiga, 6 Maret 2012

Sesampainya di Kuala Lumpur jam 5 pagi, kita langsung ke Mamak di daerah pinggir Berjaya Times Square. Mamak itu kaya resto, yang punya orang India, dan super baik. Saya sampai mabok teh tarik, saking teh tariknya murah, Cuma 1,5RM. Dan sempat makan mie goreng seharga 4RM aja. Hihi, jauh beda kan sama di Singapore?? Saya merasa super kaya mendadak saat berada di KL

Sesaat menunggu terang, yaitu sampai jam delapan pagi, kita langsung mennuju ke menara petronas, tepatnya sih ngambil foto dari taman KLCC aja. Karena lebih bagus di situ. Dan kita merasa surga sesaat di sana. Saatnya merenggangkan kaki dan melepas lelah sebelum akhirnya harus keliling Bukit Bintang untuk belanja!

Setelah puas foto-foto di KLCC, kita turun ke Bukit Bintang untuk makan. Akhirnya kita ketemu KFC, dan memesan paket lunch seharga 6RM.

Setelah puas makan, kita langsung misah. Saya dan Nasa menuju Times Square untuk hunting Kpop, Sherly dan Yuke bertolak untuk beli oleh-oleh. Kebetulan, orang rumah saya ga ada yang nafsu sama oleh-oleh dari Singapore-KL, jadi saya di sana bisa melenggang bebas saja.

Sesampai di Times Square, ternyata…. harga tidak memuaskan! Harga jual CD 100ribu lebih mahal dari pre order di Jakarta. Saya dan Nasa pun lemas namun sesaat nyengir lagi menyadari betapa kaya-nya kita karena tidak jadi membeli cd satupun.

Setelah pulang dengan tangan hampa, ternyata suasana hujan deras saat itu, sedangkan meeting point kita di KLCC lagi. Jadi, saya dan Nasa memutuskan untuk naik taksi saja. Katanya sih hanya sekitar 7RM-10RM saja, jadi kita berani deh untuk naik taksi.

Ternyata, tukang taksi nurunin kita di Suria KLCC, yang ada kita bingung nyari tempat masuk yang sama. Dengan tas backpack super besar di punggung, kita nekat masuk mall dengan sambutan aneh dari orang-orang. Ternyata, tak disangka, kita malah disuruh jadi barikade paling depan penyamputan PM Malaysia sendiri. Hm… mungkin karena backpack ini jadi ada kesan turisnya yah? By the way, Nasa yang sebenarnya super excited ketemu pak perdana menteri.

Setelah puas nunggu gelap sampai jam 8 malam, selesai foto-foto, kita bergegas ke arah-lupa arah mana- yang jelas perempatan bukit bintang, ada KFC, kita masuk sana. Di sana adalah tempat-tempat kafe gitu. Kalau mau nge-bir di KL, katanya itu tempat paling asik. Setelah saya siap buat ngebir, sesampai di sana malah ga ada hasrat buat ngebir lagi, perut saya super keroncongan dan memilih untuk makan saja.

Akhirnya, kita pilih restoran Thailand, dan akhirnya, saya pesan pork saussage, plus nasi Thai yang super enak, plus ice syrup 2 gelas, semua habis 26RM. Tapi, saya super puas karena nasi Thai yang enak setelah beberapa hari ini selalu makan hainan.

Setelah itu kita ke mini market untuk beli air minum dan bergegas ke Times Square buat nunggu bis.

Singapore, here we go again.

Hari terakhir, 7 Maret 2011

Hari terakhir kita sampai di SG sekitar jam 5 pagi. Hari ini rencana Cuma ke Merlion buat take a photo, then  belanja di Orchard sampai puas.

Pagi itu saya dapat berita super menyenangkan buat next trip, jadi selama waktu belanja belenji ga saya manfaatkan. I think, it’s better for me to keep my money for the next trip.m

Setelah foto di Merlion, kita menuju ke Arab Street. Ternyata, kehidupan perdagangan disini baru hidup jam 11 siang, jadi yah jangan harap bisa belanja pagi-pagi.

Akhirnya, kita putusin untuk ke Little India, tepatnya ke Mustafa Centre. Naik MRT, turun di 1 stasiun setelah Little India, saya lupa nama stasiunnya. L jangan malu tanya, karena itu modal utama.

Ketimbang cari di Mustafa nya, saya pilih beli kaos dan beberapa stationary untuk adik tercinta di pinggir jalan depan Mustafa. Harganya sekitar 10SGD untuk 3 barang. Karena ga mau beli banyak-banyak, saya Cuma beli stationery untuk Ival saja.

Dari sana, kita ke Orchard, naik MRT lagi, turun di Orchard Road. Di sana, sekeluarnya dari MRT, ambil jalan menuju ION, dan anda akan dihadapkan pada toko sepatu kesukaan saya seumur hidup, yaitu RUBI SHOES. Wajib banget beli sepatu ini. Super murah Cuma 15 SGD di sini. Kalau mau cari baju, silahkan menuju arah berlawanan ke arah Takashimaya, nanti di underpass ada Cotton On dengan baju di bawah 30anSGD.

Sayangnya, otak saya udah teracuni dengan rencana berlibur selanjutnya, jadi saya hanya beli dua pasang untuk Mama dan Adik, dan untuk saya sendiri, hanya beli lucky charm berbentuk G chord, cross, peace, dan believe. Hehe. Finally ada yang bisa saya beli juga.

Setelah puas di ion, kita menuju Lucky Plaza, tempat oleh-oleh, saya sebenarnya sudah tidak minat berbuat apapun, jadi saya pilih McD untuk menunggu mereka membeli oleh-oleh.

Memang Lucky Plaza tempat paling okey buat orang Indonesia cari oleh-oleh sih, tapi kalau menurut saya, kalau ditanya Singapura khas nya apa, pasti saya jawab tetap Cotton On!!!

Puas cari oleh-oleh, kita menunggu waktu berangkat ke airport dengan leha-leha di depan takashimaya. Dengan beli bolak balik es singapore seharga 1SGD sudah cukup puas menutup liburan kali ini.

TIPS PENTING

1.  Jangan lupa dan malu bawa payung. Travelling yang benar adalah membawa payung, topi, atau jas hujan.
2.  Disarankan sih bawa jas hujan, karena bisa bebas bergerak.
3. Jangan lupa bawa colokan yang mata colokannya tiga. Karena di sana semua mata colokan tiga, ga 2 kaya di Indonesia.
4.  Siapkan banyak receh untuk ongkos MRT ataupun  bis.
5. Jangan tunda menukar uang. Karena kalau ditunda, ternyata besok Money Changer tidak buka adalah hal paling menyebalkan.
6. Jangan malu bertanya. Seriously, modal utama dari traveling adalah bertanya.

And the papers. My first makalah. The papers of ristek. Papers of skripsi.

The notes. The first notes for my college. The little secret note behind that. The name of my crush I wrote in that note.

The photos… The nametag.. And everything.

It feels so sad when I have to pack it and closed it.

So sad because, lot of story I made here.

I don’t know that 4 years and a half could be this fast. It just too fast.

I saw again my empty room.

This is not the end, right? My life would start. The real life will start.

Thanks for those memories. I swear in the name of God, this is the sweetest. Don’t say bye, I believe, we will meet again in the different dimension of time and share the memories we had.

I’m gonna miss you, and you, and you. I’m gonna miss the story between us. I’m gonna miss the sound and the smell of the rain here. I’m gonna miss the morning dew here. And I’m gonna miss the wind.

I spent the last night here. Closed my eyes and feel the dew and the wind.

God, if only I could, I would keep the smell and the wind and the sound and the dew here, keep it into the bottle, and I will keep it.

So, when I miss you and you and you and all the memories we had, it will not be too hard for me.

Thanks Jatinangor and Bandung. Thanks for you and you and you. Thanks for every moment we had. I’m gonna miss it a lot. :””’)